...

Not sure just yet, whether I should be scared already or maybe not. More tests. Next week. Malignancy is out of question, which is definitely a good piece of news.

Waiting...

How dare you do that?

"Peter. Are you going to ask that question with shades on?"
-- George W. Bush, Washington, DC, 06/14/2006, comment to legally blind reporter, Peter Wallsten

Gotta love him...

"You've heard Al Gore say he invented the Internet. Well, if he was so smart, why do all the addresses begin with W?"
-- George W. Bush, Miami, FL, 10/28/2000, Headline News

Yeah, exactly - why? Hehehe...

Interesting

It really amazes me how little you need for the unreasonable thoughts to be gone, for them to lose its flame. One phone-call and you're back where you should be at. Thanks god. On a side note - what was I thinking anyway?

For those who know - what is supposed to be going well, is indeed going very well. No need to worry ;-)

Mobile chatter box ;-)

You can say a lot about England, but you definitely can't say they don't take care of their citizens. Even in the smallest villages: http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/devon/6654955.stm

But of course...

"Daga, thanks a lot for:
- problem-solving approach
- contact with X
- taking the responsibility
This will help us all."

Sure, anytime...

Blame everyone

http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/americas/05/13/pope.brazil.ap/index.html?eref=rss_topstories

Not that he's wrong, but I'm angry and I have no one to blame. Or maybe I should call it helpless...?

Mad world...

You just need to try... No matter what. Another slap in the face must not stop you. I know, very cliche, but it's good to remind yourself about it each time you get a smack. And that's exactly what I'm doing now.

Therapy?

What works best if you're feeling blue? Of course - retail therapy. Well, my shopping actually exceeds the limits of a standard retail therapy, but heck, didn't it make me feel much better?
Anyway - this is where I'm spending my holiday in July/August. Tanzania & Zanzibar. Relatively soon ;-)

Pangs

Something's wrong. I'm putting on a brave face, which is not exceptionally difficult, as most stuff seems to be all right or even more than all right, but... But I'm having a hard time for some reason.

As though I'd misjudged things in the past, as if I'd made some obvious mistakes that are kicking in just now. I'm not sure what is happening, but the sudden pangs I'm having are not exactly nice.

I'm almost on the edge of making decisions which I deep down feel I might regret. It's like keeping a nasty beast on a very thin leash.

I am not happy.